Back in July, Graeme and I popped into our local TrailFinders to find our perfect holiday. We had a certain amount of money to spend and a month we wanted to go but no holiday options were completely ruled out. When we went in, we sat with a lovely lady who suggested perhaps we might …
Self love starts with self-respect
After Squaddie and I split for good, there was a period of change for me. For a while, I’d spend my days convinced that nobody could ever really love me. Again, being ‘alone’ made me feel suicidal. I believed that I was not loveable and that I was in everyone’s way. I’d stand at the …
The rocky start of my Newcastle life
I started writing yet another post about Squaddie, then I stopped, then started again, then stopped. At first, I considered that I might be resisting because it was still painful but I couldn’t find any truth in that. My gut was definitely not agreeing. Then I realised, I am resisting because I’ve discussed it to …

